他们都没有真正的放下，没有真正的向前，没有真正地去好好解决这个问题。所以他们的付出，只是他们自以为是的付出与补偿。
死神给了这两个曾经热切追求过死圣的人一个机会，一个看上去是改变未来，其实是改变他们自己的机会。
这就是这个文最后想说的圆满，也是邓校常说的：即使聪明如他，人也有愚蠢的时候。知道自己的愚蠢，去阻止自己，阻止自己的朋友，甚至阻止世界，都是一种勇气。但这样的阻止，需要智慧，头脑，朋友，家人，与爱。但如果真的用尽了一切力量，没有成功，也不要遗憾，要和这个缺憾的世界，有及有缺点的自己，去和解。
感谢你们看完这个唠叨，这个文上半部分的感情线真正开始于王尔德去世那年，而终章结束霍金去世一年，开始结束也是有特别意义。
最后，让我来看看，罗姨让邓校在自己葬礼上放的歌词。
My Way
歌手：Frank Sinatra
And now, the end is near;
此刻，末日将临
And so I face the final curtain.
我将面临人生落幕
My friend, I'll say it clear,
朋友，我将知无不言
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain.
向你讲述我所铭记的经历
I've lived a life that's full.
我度过了充实的一生
I've traveled each and every highway;
历经无数坎坷
And more, much more than this,
更重要的是
I did it my way.
用我自己的方式
Regrets, I've had a few;
遗憾总是存在
But then again, too few to mention.
细细回想，不值一提
I did what I had to do，
我做了一切该做的事
And saw it through without exemption.
只为心安，不求赦免
I planned each charted course;
我规划了每一段人生
Each careful step along the byway,
谨慎执着，步步思量
But more, much more than this,
然而并不止于此
I did it my way.
我用我自己的方式
Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
你知道的，有些时候
When I bit off more than I could chew.
我曾背负不能承受之重
But through it all, when there was doubt,
自始至终，即使满心困惑
I ate it up and spit it out.
我还是克服并战胜了它
I faced it all and I stood tall;
挺直身躯，勇敢面对
And did it my way.
用我自己的方式
I've loved, I've laughed and cried.
我曾爱过，哭过，笑过
I've had my fill; my share of losing.
曾经满足，也曾经失落
And now, as tears subside,
如今，悲哀粉碎
I find it all so amusing.
我发现一切竟如此自然
To think I did all that;
想到我做过的一切
And may I say - not in a shy way,
我可以毫不羞愧的说
"Oh no, oh no not me,
我从未虚度生活
I did it my way".
并用我自己的方式成就了它
For what is a man, what has he got?
何为完人，我们又拥有什么?
If not himself, then he has naught.
除却此身，别无他物
To say the things he truly feels;
自然吐露感情
And not the words of one who kneels.
而不是虚伪谄媚
The record shows I took the blows
时间证明，历尽磨难
And did it my way
我做到了
Yes, it was my way
竭尽所能，完成我的人生。
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